Here we go....
So,
I had a great time at The Woods for a night and a day. People were generally pretty cool, although I did enjoy the feeling of being an outsider...is that odd? I don't really care if it is, just curious. It was nice to be their as a visitor; to enjoy every memory at almost every turn, every corner, breathe and move on. This part of my life is pretty much over. Interesting. I hadn't really thought about it in that way till I visited...I think its a nice feeling. But truthfully, I'm not sure yet-so I'll let you know.
My mom lost her job today. Companies merge, and the bottom line is always in charge. Mom came out on the losing end. Her 10 years of 95+ reviews, no write ups, and no real explanation from the higher ups. My mom takes this as an affront to her character. Mom is a hard worker though, with really good credentials and references...pray if you want, I mean, if thats your thing. But any good vibes sent toward Solsberry might be a big help.
I have come to realize that I have once again collected too many people. Cutting time is upon us. When you have too many people around you, it breeds malcontent; I suppose due to a number of factors: jealousy, greed--seven deadly type stuff maybe. If any of you want to hang on to our current friendship...well, think hard about how you are expressing this to me. Some of you arent' doing very well. If you are ok with an end...well...ok...but please let me know. It is easier to cut with some help. Those who don't respond in kind will be seen as not wanting to contribute emotionally and psychologically to any kind of relationship. Also, please note that this is not intended as a threat. At all. Period. (.)
If you take it this way all I can say is that you really didn't know me well in the first place.
Lastly, on a more "shouting out" kind of note:
Jess F.
Call me...I miss you and am really needing you right now...more than in a long time.
LATE LATE!!
I had a great time at The Woods for a night and a day. People were generally pretty cool, although I did enjoy the feeling of being an outsider...is that odd? I don't really care if it is, just curious. It was nice to be their as a visitor; to enjoy every memory at almost every turn, every corner, breathe and move on. This part of my life is pretty much over. Interesting. I hadn't really thought about it in that way till I visited...I think its a nice feeling. But truthfully, I'm not sure yet-so I'll let you know.
My mom lost her job today. Companies merge, and the bottom line is always in charge. Mom came out on the losing end. Her 10 years of 95+ reviews, no write ups, and no real explanation from the higher ups. My mom takes this as an affront to her character. Mom is a hard worker though, with really good credentials and references...pray if you want, I mean, if thats your thing. But any good vibes sent toward Solsberry might be a big help.
I have come to realize that I have once again collected too many people. Cutting time is upon us. When you have too many people around you, it breeds malcontent; I suppose due to a number of factors: jealousy, greed--seven deadly type stuff maybe. If any of you want to hang on to our current friendship...well, think hard about how you are expressing this to me. Some of you arent' doing very well. If you are ok with an end...well...ok...but please let me know. It is easier to cut with some help. Those who don't respond in kind will be seen as not wanting to contribute emotionally and psychologically to any kind of relationship. Also, please note that this is not intended as a threat. At all. Period. (.)
If you take it this way all I can say is that you really didn't know me well in the first place.
Lastly, on a more "shouting out" kind of note:
Jess F.
Call me...I miss you and am really needing you right now...more than in a long time.
LATE LATE!!