Mar 23, 2004 21:48
Today was a rollercoaster ride. Ive been a heart rate reading of emotions. up down up down up down down down. I relish in those moments that were great, however demons still come back to fuck with me. Im used to this now. However that doesnt mean that it doesnt make me want to drag just as depthy within my epidermis. Learn anatomy.
I talked to him again today. It was nice that you were there a few minutes earlier than usual. I feel like we should have more to talk about than we usually do. Maybe i try to think too much about what to talk about when Im around you because i want to make sure that you are entertained. Maybe I shouldnt like you as much as i do. But Ill never be able to control that.
And Kate, Im sorry that i want to kiss you. And Kristen, Im sorry that i annoyed you.Maybe i should learn when to shut up.
goodbyemofo.