Why do I feel like I need to connect with everyperson on the planet?I feel this urge to be some way connected to people of all backgrounds. I need to get inside of their heads and be in their lives. I think it's my fear of being forgotten about and left behind. I think it's because I am so shy, I want to break out and know people. I fall for ( Read more... )

Why? Why? Why ( Read more... )

A day of let downs was all it was. Expecting something different is over rated and tiring. Why should I waste my precious energy on something monotinous and dull? I shant and I wont. I was running on energy from a late breakfast and hard candy; my mind  had slowly slipped away. Pooling around my madulaoblangata and seeping down my back, through my ( Read more... )

So my mom is a freak! god ( Read more... )

 Okay. so another fan girl moment! dear god ( Read more... )

So today was okay. I was 30 minutes late to work . but they were so scrambled that it didnt really matter. Vallarie cme in and she is a really cool girl and me made me giggle all night long. haha. Its good fun. We were totally dancing to the music all night long. lol. but yeah it was cool.
oh and i totally bombed the quiz in SLCC Comp Programming. ( Read more... )

Today was so. so. My mom completely yelled at me this morning because im on drugs. It is truly getting old. I forgot to set my alarm clock this moring and i woke up around 7:30 when i was supposed to wake up at 7:00. so she yelled at me saying that im going to get fired and its cause "drugs has changed me its what drugs do" shut up bitch is what i ( Read more... )

haha okay so tonight was fun. we went and saw a sneak peak of the movie Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist!! and dear god! it was good. I highly suggest you go and see it when it comes out in october! ee! i absolutly love the soundtrack it is super awesome!!! =) its better than Juno for sure! but yes! go see it!! + there are some REALLY good ( Read more... )

So today was alright. im super tired today. its only because i went to sleep and couldnt fall asleep because i was too amazed by Amanda Palmer and ner amazing new CD! =) God damn it is fucking amazing!
Today i guess i look really good. Ill have to take a picture then post it somewhere.(but you know when i say that i usually will wait for like 4 ( Read more... )

so exciting news ( Read more... )