What would you do if It wasn't me, it was you?Things are more or less the same. Nicole & I aren't talking. I'm pretty sure this is the end of what was us. Ty has still left me in a bind that seems to keep getting tighter and tighter. I'm losing weight from either worry, lack of appetite, or a combination there of. I'm tired all the time. I've ( Read more... )

Love is the greatest emotion we have. At the same time, it is also the worst and scariest. Opening your heart to someone can lead you down very different paths. It requires complete trust in that person. It requires honesty, with both your self and the other thing you chose to love. Sometimes love is not reciprocal. Love is a beautiful ( Read more... )

Everything is starting to be too much for me. I'm overwhelmed with all the shit left behind. I'm left behind. Any day now I fully expect to be served papers from him. I'm mentally & physically exhausted. I don't sleep well. I listen all the time for his footsteps, his voice, his anything in the house. As much as I hate him for what he did to ( Read more... )

Things are so confusing right now. It seems like every time I turn around things keep getting worse. I don't have any access to Ty's money at all now because he decided to open a new account with the Navy Credit Union. He did not put my name on the account. I only found out because they sent the paper work to our house ( Read more... )