so i dont think anyone even reads this anymore but thetols inspired me to update ( Read more... )

So I havent updated in 3 months. I am still struggling here. I miss my friends and I have never been so poor in my life. Not to mention in the past two weeks I have put 1600 bucks into my car. My mom came to visit in February and we had a lot of fun. She bought me stuff :) Jason is coming tomorrow just for the night because he is spending his week ( Read more... )

7 days bitches!

Things are getting better. I have met someone wonderful to help me not feel so alone. He makes me for the time being so why not just make the most of it. I am going to his parents' house for thanksgiving. I would not normally do something like that so quickly but I dont have many options as I am stuck here in Florida. The end of the semester is ( Read more... )

I am to the point where I don't know what to do anymore. Because of everthing that has happened to me I have managed to hurt the only person who has truly been there for me here in Florida. I feel very alone. More alone than I have ever felt. There is little that my parents can do accept listen to me when I call them at late hours of the night. ( Read more... )

I don't know if things are getting better or I am just learning to live with what happened. I have felt the prayers of those 1,000 miles away but if the authorities would actually take some action I would be able to get over this more quickly ( Read more... )

Things have happened recently that I am having trouble accepting. It has in fact changed my life but I am in denial that I won't just get over it in a few weeks. It is going to be a long recovery but please just pray for me... I will need it. It is difficult that this has happened when I am so far away from my family...

So school has started and I inevitably feel like a freshmen. Things have not been going well. I have had so much stress from my friend dying to tensions with another good friend that it has really taken a toll on my body. I saw someone who looked like my friend the other night at the bar and it really freaked me out. I dont think she would have ( Read more... )

A very good friend of mine who is like a sister to me and their family is our family has passed away unexpectedly. I will be flying into town today until next Thursday.

So what do you do when its 110 degrees and too hot to do anything? The obvious answer is video games ( Read more... )