I don't really understand it but sometimes I am just in the mood of blah, not wanting to be the person that people expect, not doing what i should, not being the one who is always willing to help, to go along, and then when i do those things anyways i get frustrated more with myself but i feel it coming out with others instead ( Read more... )

ugh, why do i find myself having feelings for someone i have been talking to forever, I know it won't go anywhere but sexual, and there is no real chance of any sort of relationship what is the point, why do i hold these false hopes and pretenses ( Read more... )