I want to quit my job so badly.... only a few more months. I lost my cell phone. So if anyone has been trying to get ahold of me there, I'm not ignoring them, I just am unaware.

Yeah... I've been doing calculus most of the day and it's starting to really eat at my brain, however, I feel somewhat happy and rejuvenated by it. I really do love math. It's weird, but I really like school now. I don't know what happened but for the most part I try to get good grades and look forward to class. That said, it's almost the end ( Read more... )

I've learned a lot recently. Mostly who my real friends are. And I'm really thankful for it, even though I was really hurt at first. Recently a few people who are very dear to me have really stood by me and shown that they are not shallow or with hidden agendas. I really value these people and I'm very thankful they are my friends. It's really ( Read more... )

I'm suddenly really lonely. I have recently come to realize that many of my guys friends only like me for the chance that I may date them. It makes me feel really down about myself, I wonder if I'm really boring and normal as anything more than a "catch." I think to a small group of people I come off as a slut... This really bothers me. I am ( Read more... )

Let me be alone ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of class and I'm nervous. Mostly because I'm really excited about it. I have a lot of classes that look like they are going to be a lot of work but really fun material. That and so far I know someone in all my classes ( Read more... )

My opinion of Gore has gone up several notches after reading this... OMG!!!! http://www.moveonpac.org/goreremarks052604.html

Guess who will have 2 beatmania IIDX controllers in a week?!

besides that today has sucked...
but oh well.
it will in be better
in a week
*evil grin*

my dad had a heart attack.... he's okay... why does everything come at once?

Talked to Paul in the first time in over 2 months ( Read more... )