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I've learned a lot recently. Mostly who my real friends are. And I'm really thankful for it, even though I was really hurt at first. Recently a few people who are very dear to me have really stood by me and shown that they are not shallow or with hidden agendas. I really value these people and I'm very thankful they are my friends. It's really feels good to know you have such good people by your side. Because of the support of my true friends I have been able to realize that a lot of things aren't that important to me and I should just let them go. Letting go has always been really hard for me...
On a somewhat related note, I talked to Greg from the S+LUG lab today and gave him my side of the story. It bugged me that no one had bothered even talking to me about it, but several people were talking behind my back. I found out that some of the stuff that was going on was due to lying, misunderstanding, and some to different points of views. Greg seems pretty level headed and logical, so hopefully he will be able to approach things with unbaised eyes, even though I am not the person involved he is friends with.
On a different somewhat related note, I ran into Shalan on Saturday night, when I was hanging out with one of my friends, Brennan. Brennan and I have been trying to get together for a while and keep on ditching each other and were finally able to get together. I found out later, that it was going around at a party that night that I was with some guy who I might be sleeping with. This is pretty funny for me since 1.) I have told Brennan that I am NOT at all interested in dating and 2.) Aaron who *gasp* I am also not dating, knew I was hanging out with him that night. If anyone had bothered to ask they would have know the truth, but again no one asked the people involved and assumed that I was in the wrong. I'm getting really sick of this happening. I'm not meaning to say anything bad about Shalan here... just hoping she will ask me next time. :-) Besides that I'm cool with Shalan.
I also find it interesting that there is a common thread to all the recent drama in my life... but it's probably best not to go into that here, unless I want more drama. ;-)
On a somewhat related note, I talked to Greg from the S+LUG lab today and gave him my side of the story. It bugged me that no one had bothered even talking to me about it, but several people were talking behind my back. I found out that some of the stuff that was going on was due to lying, misunderstanding, and some to different points of views. Greg seems pretty level headed and logical, so hopefully he will be able to approach things with unbaised eyes, even though I am not the person involved he is friends with.
On a different somewhat related note, I ran into Shalan on Saturday night, when I was hanging out with one of my friends, Brennan. Brennan and I have been trying to get together for a while and keep on ditching each other and were finally able to get together. I found out later, that it was going around at a party that night that I was with some guy who I might be sleeping with. This is pretty funny for me since 1.) I have told Brennan that I am NOT at all interested in dating and 2.) Aaron who *gasp* I am also not dating, knew I was hanging out with him that night. If anyone had bothered to ask they would have know the truth, but again no one asked the people involved and assumed that I was in the wrong. I'm getting really sick of this happening. I'm not meaning to say anything bad about Shalan here... just hoping she will ask me next time. :-) Besides that I'm cool with Shalan.
I also find it interesting that there is a common thread to all the recent drama in my life... but it's probably best not to go into that here, unless I want more drama. ;-)