Really very happy in life in general. Things are clearly in perspective. But sloppily swollen is my heart at the moment. We were never adversely affected by physical distance, so I hope that this won't be any deviation from our norm. Our friendship was never about demands, but about connection in any form. You were always such a good friend to ( Read more... )

What a complicated creature I am. I often feel like I am so simple, but nothing, and certainly no one is that simple. Such complex creatures. How can I ever hope to understand or make sense of someone else, when I myself am so mysterious. As it turns out, there are no answers, just ideas and hypotheses. I laugh, I look up and smile while tears ( Read more... )

I desperately need to vent, but I find myself hesitating to do so here. Starting a new blog seems like a waste of time as well. I often find myself getting hung up on sullying the character of others. Hence my infamous vague and ambiguous posts. I'd love to be incredibly straight forward but, . . . rants are often just that . . . a need to vent ( Read more... )

In response to my last post, I received the following e-mail from my dad. Atop the stress from finals, I was quite agitated with him. I did however take it in stride and collected my thoughts before responding ( Read more... )

I am happy I wasn't overcome by the obstacles I faced this semester. However, I'm not delighted with how I handled things either. January - April is a long semester. I enjoyed my classes. Next semester will be harder than this one as it will be studying, memorization and homework intensive. Anatomy, chemistry, nutrition intervention and math. ( Read more... )

It's difficult to discern whether apathy is friend or foe. Are you protecting me somehow? Or are you just keeping me stagnant by allowing me to feel conveniently indifferent? Am I overreacting or underreacting? Overcompensating? Am I unappreciative of what I have or am I unappreciated? I'm not unhappy, but am I happy? Is this enough? Am I wrong to ( Read more... )

I need a productive outlet for stress and frustration. The smooth sailing days of the past made I easy to lose sight of the importance of an outlet. I find myself longing for close friendship ( Read more... )

Today I was pondering life struggles while I was soaking up some sun on the Jersey shore. I think I don't always appreciate the necessity of struggle in ones evolution. I was taking an inventory of traits I wanted to work on. I was hovering somewhere slightly south of magical as I wondered why certain things are harder for me than they are for ( Read more... )

So the verdict is in. This is my 'one'. I have the most amazing significant other I've ever had ( Read more... )

Busy week. . .More moving prep has been completed. We just basically need to move things into the truck and take it to the new house. We can't start moving in until the 11th ( Read more... )