Different Post then Planned
When I got up this morning I was going to post a total TMI about the great sex i had last night, the long talk I had with Gaerfie and the first night of sleep I got in a week! Now I don't feel like talking about any of it.
I was suppose to have a date after two weeks of waiting with Mitsuki today. I never got out of the house to have fun anymore so I was really looking forward to this. I got dressed up and everything including my hopes. I spoke to her last night on MSN and everything seemed fine. Then a half an hour ago I get a call from Sage telling me Mitsuki isn't coming. As soon as the phone rang I knew it was him telling me my date was cancelled. I don't know why I believed otherwise. It's happened two weeks in a row now. Maybe I should just stop hoping then when it happens I will truly be surprised.
On a lighter note, Gaerfie held me till i stopped crying and he is out at the ATM getting money (the place doesn't take cards) so I can have my comfort food, Chinese. He took the Gnome with him for the short walk and I have Katydid, but she wanted to watch Wubzzy instead of be with me. I can't blame her, I don't want to be with me either. Boy my Horoscope was right on the money today.
The Mistress is taking me to Paddles(and possibly Mitsuki) next Saturday for a Bondage demonstration. I can earn $3000 for this demo. That would certinly help with the bills and Christmas. I hope I don't get sick again.
I really need more friends to talk to on MSN or if you use LJ Messenger I am on that too. I use to have Yahoo, but my computer won't let me use it anymore. You can bet if i earn that money I am getting a new computer right away! I also could use some friends on Facebook. I am a worry wart about giving out my real name here, so please just give me yours and I will friend you there, if that's ok. Gotta go, thanks for reading.
I was suppose to have a date after two weeks of waiting with Mitsuki today. I never got out of the house to have fun anymore so I was really looking forward to this. I got dressed up and everything including my hopes. I spoke to her last night on MSN and everything seemed fine. Then a half an hour ago I get a call from Sage telling me Mitsuki isn't coming. As soon as the phone rang I knew it was him telling me my date was cancelled. I don't know why I believed otherwise. It's happened two weeks in a row now. Maybe I should just stop hoping then when it happens I will truly be surprised.
On a lighter note, Gaerfie held me till i stopped crying and he is out at the ATM getting money (the place doesn't take cards) so I can have my comfort food, Chinese. He took the Gnome with him for the short walk and I have Katydid, but she wanted to watch Wubzzy instead of be with me. I can't blame her, I don't want to be with me either. Boy my Horoscope was right on the money today.
The Mistress is taking me to Paddles(and possibly Mitsuki) next Saturday for a Bondage demonstration. I can earn $3000 for this demo. That would certinly help with the bills and Christmas. I hope I don't get sick again.
I really need more friends to talk to on MSN or if you use LJ Messenger I am on that too. I use to have Yahoo, but my computer won't let me use it anymore. You can bet if i earn that money I am getting a new computer right away! I also could use some friends on Facebook. I am a worry wart about giving out my real name here, so please just give me yours and I will friend you there, if that's ok. Gotta go, thanks for reading.