Feb 21, 2012 22:15
I decided to live and let go of fears. First thing I confronted was fear of speaking. Of course my job helped A LOT because it shoved reality in my face and it's either you grab it by the balls and go on or stay behind and lose. I succeeded and felt alright about the way I speak for the first time in my life.
I've been having panic attacks for a few years now and they kind of increased in the past couple of months because of my always-too-deep thoughts about life and the universe and "why do we exist" and death is final and omg who am I etc. Those I yet have to confront.
Oh if anybody has 80 million dollars to spare let me know because I'd love to get my hands on The Scream.
health,
mentally unstable rei,
stuttering,
decisions