Saw Band of Horses live yesterday night - first time in my life I've walked out of a concert ( Read more... )

Got a haircut. Look like a girl from the twenties. Going to London with mom and sis in a month ( Read more... )

My mental illness is clearly worsening. Obsessions and compulsions keep on popping up randomly during the day and I find myself panicking at work because I lose track of who I am, as a human being. Or having my heart squeezed by anxiety and fear of death which is so hilarious in a way because I've gone from wanting to kill myself as a teenager to ( Read more... )

I decided to live and let go of fears. First thing I confronted was fear of speaking. Of course my job helped A LOT because it shoved reality in my face and it's either you grab it by the balls and go on or stay behind and lose. I succeeded and felt alright about the way I speak for the first time in my life ( Read more... )

Typing might get pretty tricky with a cat wrapped around my neck, but I'm willing to give it a try nonetheless ( Read more... )

Contact lenses are sneaky and evil. I tried them on when I went to get a new pair of eyeglass lenses - didn't change the frames because I only got them like six months ago - and OUCH!! No thanks. I sooo hate poking my eyes... Plus I look terrible without glasses. I look sad and weary ( Read more... )

Memo to self: close the window before going to bed. You'll regret not having done it in the morning, when knee pain (yay humidity) and countless sneezes happily wake you up ( Read more... )

I feel the need to explode. Shatter around in a million pieces. Not angry nor depressed, not that kind of issues. I don't want to be invisible either. It's like my life's too good to be true and I'm afraid awful things will happen all at once so to fight that feeling I want to feel pain. GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DRINKING ( Read more... )

DANG I totally forgot to update ( Read more... )

Yeah, too bad that this center is open only on Tuesdays from like 3 to 5 pm and I've used up all of my (very few) vacation days ( Read more... )