oh fuck i am alive WHAT UPPPPPPPPPP. i've been reading my friends list every day, i just don't update. sry. here's what's been going down ( Read more... )

forgive me. i'm not dead. i just don't know how to talk to people anymore. i've been distancing myself from most people and i don't know why or how to get back to them ( Read more... )

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i really need to stop driving home late at night when i'm about to fall asleep. ugh. i hung out with the boy i sexed in my last entry of that nature. his name is dick and he's a pretty cool dude. we drank and made out in a tent in his back yard. then had a long walk to rutter's so he could buy a snapple ( Read more... )

i had a pretty terrible day at work on friday and i'm not sure why. it was so nice to get out of there and realize i was free until monday. i came home to find an im from rob waiting on my screen, asking if i wanted to go see harold and kumar. so yeah, of course i went. it was hilarious. please see it. <3 afterwards, we had dinner at ruby tuesday. ( Read more... )

- i love taxes! i paid so many bills. <3333 it feels good ( Read more... )

- i have a feeling chris doesn't want to see/talk to me anymore. i don't know. or care anymore. it was nice while it lasted. i'm not going to sit around sulking about it. MOVING ON ( Read more... )

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friday: rob came to hang out with me for the day and it was pretty nice. we took waffle to the park which was a terrible idea because it was still really gross outside. then we got dinner at olive garden. an hour long wait that was totally worth it. our food was so delicious. <3333 then we came back to my house and watched american psycho and ( Read more... )

work is super stressing me out. i'm so tired of fixing everyone else's mistakes. i'm tired of being treated like crap. tired of no respect. tired of no recognition. tired of dumb bitches not doing their jobs ( Read more... )