i want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
yesterday was fun. i went over to tim's (and his wife ashlie's) apartment and we nerded it up all freakin' night. we played wii from like 5pm to 3am. it was intense. of course, there were some breaks for the ds + mario battles. pizza and soda and triscuits and lots of funnies. i haven't laughed that much in so long. it was a good time.
right now, all i can think about is this stupid boy. why the fuck do i want him so much? he doesn't make that much sense for me. he likes cars, i like art. he likes metal/rock, i like indie/pop. he's logical, i'm emotional. his stupid long hair and ugly tattoos...i used to hate them. but now, i'm attracted to his hair. it's gorgeous. i love playing with it and grabbing it during sex. the tattoos are still ugly but they're apart of him, on his skin, and i want all of him. his fucking sexy lips, his giant feet, the cutest stomach ever. i want all of it to be mine.
i shave my legs for him. i don't mind doing it at all when usually it's such a pain in the fucking ass.
damn, i hope i see him tonight.
right now, all i can think about is this stupid boy. why the fuck do i want him so much? he doesn't make that much sense for me. he likes cars, i like art. he likes metal/rock, i like indie/pop. he's logical, i'm emotional. his stupid long hair and ugly tattoos...i used to hate them. but now, i'm attracted to his hair. it's gorgeous. i love playing with it and grabbing it during sex. the tattoos are still ugly but they're apart of him, on his skin, and i want all of him. his fucking sexy lips, his giant feet, the cutest stomach ever. i want all of it to be mine.
i shave my legs for him. i don't mind doing it at all when usually it's such a pain in the fucking ass.
damn, i hope i see him tonight.