(no subject)
not long after i posted that last entry, bobby invited me over. :) we had fun for a couple of hours until he had to go into work to help with the new store.
every kiss is so sweet. every smile and laugh is so precious.
i wanted to ask him if he had feelings for me. i wanted to ask him if when he wanted another girlfriend, if i could be her. if he could be my boyfriend again. but every time i went to do it, i got too fucking nervous and felt like throwing up. i'm too scared of fucking this up and making it awkward.
b: "you're such a heathen."
k: "you like it!"
b: "yeah, i do."
geez, i'm sorry for flooding your friends pages with boy talk constantly. i just don't have anything else going on right now.
tomorrow starts my new job search. i might even dye my hair brown temporarily. i don't have enough money to buy a wig right now. :(
every kiss is so sweet. every smile and laugh is so precious.
i wanted to ask him if he had feelings for me. i wanted to ask him if when he wanted another girlfriend, if i could be her. if he could be my boyfriend again. but every time i went to do it, i got too fucking nervous and felt like throwing up. i'm too scared of fucking this up and making it awkward.
b: "you're such a heathen."
k: "you like it!"
b: "yeah, i do."
geez, i'm sorry for flooding your friends pages with boy talk constantly. i just don't have anything else going on right now.
tomorrow starts my new job search. i might even dye my hair brown temporarily. i don't have enough money to buy a wig right now. :(