life is retarded
i went out to dinner last night with rob at red robin. it was loud and obnoxious. the burger i had was pretty good, though. we talked a lot. yeah.
then i went over to bobby's new apartment. the place we should've been moving into together. it's so cute. he has the perfect window ever. and a roof to sit on and look out over the city. it's downtown hagerstown, yeah, but it's still cool to sit on a roof and be able to look up at the sky. i'm so fucking jealous.
we had sex a couple times and took a shower. i couldn't stay, had to be home so my dad could get my car inspected this morning. plus, he was going out with some friends. meh. i can't wait to go back over. it probably won't be until monday or tuesday. he's really busy with the new store.
i have it bad for this boy. bad bad bad. perhaps this was all a bad idea, or perhaps it was the best possible answer. everyone says he just has commitment issues. maybe so.
"don't ever get a girlfriend unless it's me."
"okay."
i don't know what it is about him. i don't know.
i'm going to get a job next week. i swear. i promise. and sell a bunch of crap on ebay. i have to. i have to save a ton of money for prophecy. i'm so fucking excited. i can't wait to be in canada with my chat babis. <3<3<3
rob and waffle on wednesday when we took her to frederick. <3 she's so funny looking.
then i went over to bobby's new apartment. the place we should've been moving into together. it's so cute. he has the perfect window ever. and a roof to sit on and look out over the city. it's downtown hagerstown, yeah, but it's still cool to sit on a roof and be able to look up at the sky. i'm so fucking jealous.
we had sex a couple times and took a shower. i couldn't stay, had to be home so my dad could get my car inspected this morning. plus, he was going out with some friends. meh. i can't wait to go back over. it probably won't be until monday or tuesday. he's really busy with the new store.
i have it bad for this boy. bad bad bad. perhaps this was all a bad idea, or perhaps it was the best possible answer. everyone says he just has commitment issues. maybe so.
"don't ever get a girlfriend unless it's me."
"okay."
i don't know what it is about him. i don't know.
i'm going to get a job next week. i swear. i promise. and sell a bunch of crap on ebay. i have to. i have to save a ton of money for prophecy. i'm so fucking excited. i can't wait to be in canada with my chat babis. <3<3<3
rob and waffle on wednesday when we took her to frederick. <3 she's so funny looking.