Gasp....

[mistressjodi]

Ugh, I gotta quit smoking, or at least cut back a bit. I just got back from taking a smoke break and I can barely breath. Shit this sucks. Its bad enough that I feel naseous. I'm gonna talk to my doctor to see if he has any ideas on helping me quit because I sure as fuck can't do it on my own. Jason smokes. My parents smoke. My friends smoke. Everyone around me smokes. Now, how the hell am I gonna quit with that much temptation around?? I dunno, but I gotta do something. I hate this feeling. I've been smoking sense I was 16. That's five years. This is gonna be hard....

XOXO

P.S. Look at my new icon. haha funny...