Jan 09, 2009 22:57
My friend Alexis keep telling me that the Quebec Government will pay transsexual surgeries soon, in a matter of years.
This afternoon, he sent me this message, telling me that he went on a interview with a well known journalist and that this journalist has told him that he has spoke to the minister of Health about the fact that the surgeries by Brassard will be paid like...very soon by Quebec Government.
Rumors??? I don`t know... I wish it could be true.
I really wish I could have a phallo.
And in another way, I`m pretty scare of that surgery. Listening Alexis complaining about the tiny holes in his new ureta is scaring me off. The fact that he pee at the base of the dick, is scaring me. The scar on his arm, however look good. And with my handicap, that kind of scar will be unoticeable - or, I should say - self-explanable.
And most of all, I`m scare of rejection. What if the gay world just reject me as much as with what I have right now? What if I couldn`t feel anything?