Long time no post.
It`s 2009 and I`m still alive.
My friends were there on the 31st and without saying nothing they just make sure I knew I wasn`t alone.
Decided to finish that Manuel story once for good.
I`m not so proud. Decide to send one last email explaining how I`ve saw and felt things in the last year and half. He called me, angry and crying. Yes. Crying. But it wasn`t to make peace. It was to try to punish me emotionnally to re-enter in his world. I retain the word `how do you dare!` that he employed multiple times and the way he spoke about himself as one of the greatest souls who will be beside God when he will die because it is his last reincarnation and could chose to hide from me in the Eternity.
Yes, I retain that. Retaining that, I finally figured that I didn`t wanted someone who employed `How do you dare!` when they heard something from me. I retain as well that I was the 2nd person to tell him that his behavior has cause a depression. It`s not easy at all but I decided to let him go once for good.
I`m maybe not the greatest souls near to end its process¸. I`m probably not as wise as I would want to be. I got a LOT to learn from life. But I wish I`ll find someone to suit me. A soul who know that she/he has a lot to learn too. Those are the best ones.
My friends were there on the 31st and without saying nothing they just make sure I knew I wasn`t alone.
Decided to finish that Manuel story once for good.
I`m not so proud. Decide to send one last email explaining how I`ve saw and felt things in the last year and half. He called me, angry and crying. Yes. Crying. But it wasn`t to make peace. It was to try to punish me emotionnally to re-enter in his world. I retain the word `how do you dare!` that he employed multiple times and the way he spoke about himself as one of the greatest souls who will be beside God when he will die because it is his last reincarnation and could chose to hide from me in the Eternity.
Yes, I retain that. Retaining that, I finally figured that I didn`t wanted someone who employed `How do you dare!` when they heard something from me. I retain as well that I was the 2nd person to tell him that his behavior has cause a depression. It`s not easy at all but I decided to let him go once for good.
I`m maybe not the greatest souls near to end its process¸. I`m probably not as wise as I would want to be. I got a LOT to learn from life. But I wish I`ll find someone to suit me. A soul who know that she/he has a lot to learn too. Those are the best ones.