i'm awake at 605 am, not SOLELY because i've got jury duty in an hour, but also because i spent the WHOLE night up with the phrase "i love you" on the tip of my tongue...too afraid to let the words spill out.
i went there with intentions of just scooping him from work, having a sip of his drink, and calling it a night, but he had other plans.

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i might not be able to get any peace in my house, but an hour with him usually brings me back to my happy place.

the best moments are the silent ones...those are the ones that don't get me riled up. i can't be upset, hurt, or angry when there's just silence.
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like i've said before, i don't know how NOT to love him, and that's probably what's terrifying me the most.