( the entry is public, but the text is triggering. talk of mental abuse, rape, ptsd. proceed with caution... )

it's hard to believe it's been 4 years since JASON died ( Read more... )

this weekend has been one of the best i've had since i graduated last may.

( and here's why... )

i'm awake at 605 am, not SOLELY because i've got jury duty in an hour, but also because i spent the WHOLE night up with the phrase "i love you" on the tip of my tongue...too afraid to let the words spill out.
i went there with intentions of just scooping him from work, having a sip of his drink, and calling it a night, but he had other plans.

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A deep and tender, inevitable feeling of affection towards a person.

Such as a rising kinship, recognizing attractive qualities, or a sense of undeniable oneness.

So I propose a question to you:
Are you feeling loved today?

the words aren't mine, but rather raheem devaughn's. his songs are being worn out on my tiny speakers, and i felt ( Read more... )

i might not be able to get any peace in my house, but an hour with him usually brings me back to my happy place.

the best moments are the silent ones...those are the ones that don't get me riled up. i can't be upset, hurt, or angry when there's just silence.
( but )