here are a couple of photos from halloween. we went to gadjo disko which was basically a gypsy/carnie/cirque de solei/eastern bloc fest. there was even a fire spinning show. rachel and i wore beautiful mardi gras masks. twas so much fun.


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i am at a good place in my life. the co-op is great. we are like one big happy vegan family. school is going well because i'm making movies left and right. still looking for an editing internship. love the boyfriend. he is so good to me. what a change from the last asshole! the feminist radio show is amazing as well. i got to interview a pole ( Read more... )

i chopped all my hair off. i'm done being pretty ( Read more... )

i haven't written here in months but i need it so bad right now it's not even funny. the pictures below are from my 21st birthday. we had a bonfire party complete with a variety of instruments, s'mores, pink panty dropper, and good company. it was the most ideal hippie ass birthday and i couldn't have asked for more. unfortunately i didn't get any ( Read more... )

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we are all victims of this illusion, this dream that never satisfies no matter how much we have. i am guilty of this too. i have yet again allowed myself to become consumed by another, attributing all of my self-worth and happiness to this relationship. i have lost sight of the dharma, instead desperately trying to assert a self, trying to validate ( Read more... )

why didn't you make me a lesbian?

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it's a complete mind fuck, but all life is empty. this is the hardest truth i've ever had to come to terms with. buddhism is utterly frightening at this point. i feel my "self" slipping into the void that is everything and i have nothing to hold on to. i've allowed myself to become a nihilist. i'm reading too much and not practicing nearly enough ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here blitzed out of my mind on the freshest weed in the middle of nowhere maine on a sketched out couch watching black sabbath live in concert and feeling comfortably numb. last night adam and i were sitting in a parking lot and this couple pulled up and asked if they could fuck us and then the girl flashed her tits. it was the best ( Read more... )