acid head in the void.
it's a complete mind fuck, but all life is empty. this is the hardest truth i've ever had to come to terms with. buddhism is utterly frightening at this point. i feel my "self" slipping into the void that is everything and i have nothing to hold on to. i've allowed myself to become a nihilist. i'm reading too much and not practicing nearly enough.
[he] is consumed by drugs and so [he] needs my compassion more than ever. i'd rather alter my state of mind through meditation, but i don't think [he] sees that.
love is a fallacy. that's one thing i've never been naive about. needy attachment to another human being... ew. i'm so incredibly jaded.
life is a game and i want out.
[he] is consumed by drugs and so [he] needs my compassion more than ever. i'd rather alter my state of mind through meditation, but i don't think [he] sees that.
love is a fallacy. that's one thing i've never been naive about. needy attachment to another human being... ew. i'm so incredibly jaded.
life is a game and i want out.