i finally feel again
i see again, even through tears
i'm finally free again
and i can see the long way home
this madness will be over soon
i'm no longer confused

those questions strengthened me
and though i won't leap
i will stand tall
and walk the little steps
on the path laid for me

i know where i belong
in the home
of my everything

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"I hope you're happy, now that you're choosing this. I hope it brings you bliss. I really hope that you don't live to regret it. I hope you're happy in the end.. I hope you're happy, my friend."

I've always said, "I'm happy for you, so long as you're happy, too ( Read more... )

I know the battle hasn't ended yet, but I've got a good feeling.

Just gotta know when to come in.

i said i believe
yet it's still so hard to do
felt you asked more from me
than what i could ever give
so i find myself questioning
questioning you
questioning me

and everytime i do
i get an answer
and i believe, it's true
yet it's still so hard to do
because no, i cannot let go
didn't feel like i was ready
even when i know i can

i'm not the one to ( Read more... )

and here i am again,.. just one more puddle to hop over and i somehow can see myself crashing on the other side. and before that split second where i have to take the jump i cannot help but beat myself up over and over again with my fantasies of what could have beens and what ifs. am i deluded, am i wrong to have a longing for something else? am i ( Read more... )

i'm in love. with hugh jackman. *sigh* who wouldn't be after that superb performance?

the boy from oz, opening night, burswood dome, 15,000 people.
had i have more money i would watch the closing night, in a heartbeat. even now i'm considering that.

how festive it was, how lucky are all the cast to be up on that stage, facing the spotlight, singing ( Read more... )