Sep 30, 2006 18:51
today is one of those weird days that you expect to come one way or another.. there is this deap fear inside as it approach minutes by minutes, second by second.. because of a promise i made, i bear a consequence.
with that, i sat down thinking whether i've failed you or i've made a personal victory.. i sat down pondering whether i've hurt you or i've saved my own heart from being hurt.. i sat down bothering whether i'm a heartbreaker or brokenhearted person.. so i there i was thinking, for the first time, about you.. i dont know what to say or to do when you fired up the question whether i love you or not.. i dont know what i feel.. so this is everybody call as love, ay? the thing that has been described as the most beautiful thing in the world.. the thing that healed all miseries and sorrows, the thing that fills up a person with great joy and happiness.. i found love to be complicated.. but then also, do i really know what love is?