So it had been...more than two months since I had seen him? He texted me on Valentine's Day, just a "Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart" with the kissy face. I said it back but he didn't say respond so I didn't trip. Then a few days on ago, on the 25th of all days, he told me he was gonna be 30 on Sunday. And to be honest, I wasn't even phased by it ( Read more... )

I went running with my college buddy for the first time in a while yesterday. We started talking bout Green Eyes for some reason. After all the back and forth I did about how I wanna be in a relationship with him or just wanna fuck him, he asks me, "The only question you have to ask yourself is this: Do you ever see a future with him? Do you ever ( Read more... )

I had a dream the other night: I WOKE UP IN HIS BED. Oh my god I had a panic attack. I woke up in his bed, slowly started to recognize where I was, then I saw him in his nakedness. Body, gotta shamefully admit, looked good, but he changed his hair to this stupid mohawk kind of deal. Ugh. His mom came into the room. It was weird. He told me I had ( Read more... )

November certainly was a very weird month for me. All things got rough: school, family, boys ( Read more... )

"You still with your boyfriend?" "No we broke up." "That's ok. You were too good for him anyway."

HA! Damn straight.

Take back all you said ( Read more... )

I was right. Fate had a big test waiting for me and it was exactly what I expected it to be. It was a test to see whether I was really moving on from my past with him, whether I strong enough to resist falling into his trap, whether I could still remember my self-worth. And I think I passed it ( Read more... )

So I did it again. I really thought he wouldn't text me anymore. I told him I didn't want him dropping in and out of my life. After texting me for the first few days I thought he finally got it. But as usual, it dropped off and I only just heard from him this past weekend for the first time in more than a week after I spent the night at his place. ( Read more... )

My sisters drive me nuts with their boy problems. I have my own boy problems and hearing about theirs drives me insane. I've been telling both my sisters they need to stop going back and forth between the two boys and start dating someone completely out of their circle. With that, I'm gonna take my own advice and not fall back into things with ( Read more... )

Well, well, well. Isn't this an interesting turn of events... So after ignoring his last two texts (something unusual for me to do), I got another one from him tonight telling me he was at dinner with his little sister. He also let me know she stays with him so she doesn't have to drive so far. This is interesting for a couple of reasons. Firstly, ( Read more... )