Hey I know that dude...
"I'm officially losing my fucking mind here. I dont sleep at night anymore. The past week I've been waking up once every hour ALL NIGHT and now I'm to the point to where I cant sleep at all. I just toss and turn. Get glasses of water, take cold medicine, go to the bathroom. It does nothing. I cant sleep. I've been up since like 3 o'clock today. I just cant get comfortable. This is driving me insane.
I have no job now. I'm sick. One of my ex-girlfriends had to take a pregnancy test yesterday. Thank God it came back NEGATIVE. That's all I need right now. This is so horrible. My life is in shambles. It's in pieces. None of you people ever call me. Or visit me. I'm totally and completely alone.
To be 100% honest I feel like I'm going crazy. I cant take this anymore. My life seriously needs to change here. NOW. Because I cant handle this. The constant drug-use. Everything. I cant do this anymore. I cant."
- April 28th, 2005, @ 01:31 pm
Wow, I feel really stupid. Almost blushing. I feel silly for reacting the way I have the past few weeks. I get paranoid and lash out at people. If I did this to anyone reading this, sorry. When you live in your head and have little, to no contact with people, it can make you nuts. That and heartbreak to boot, is was a bitch.
I got an interview at a place called GC Services on Thursday. I think Monty used to work there.
Keepin' my fingers crossed.
Sweet Danny V.
I have no job now. I'm sick. One of my ex-girlfriends had to take a pregnancy test yesterday. Thank God it came back NEGATIVE. That's all I need right now. This is so horrible. My life is in shambles. It's in pieces. None of you people ever call me. Or visit me. I'm totally and completely alone.
To be 100% honest I feel like I'm going crazy. I cant take this anymore. My life seriously needs to change here. NOW. Because I cant handle this. The constant drug-use. Everything. I cant do this anymore. I cant."
- April 28th, 2005, @ 01:31 pm
Wow, I feel really stupid. Almost blushing. I feel silly for reacting the way I have the past few weeks. I get paranoid and lash out at people. If I did this to anyone reading this, sorry. When you live in your head and have little, to no contact with people, it can make you nuts. That and heartbreak to boot, is was a bitch.
I got an interview at a place called GC Services on Thursday. I think Monty used to work there.
Keepin' my fingers crossed.
Sweet Danny V.