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A week and a half. That's how much longer the store is going to be open. I may have another week after that, which will involve boxing up everything that didn't sell and generally dismantling the store. I don't know what I'm going to do. I got an offer to go back to spencer's to work the xmas season, but I don't know if that would work or not. As much as the place drove me crazy, I know I'd do just fine in there. The problems comes with transportation. With the issues we've been having with the car, we're not sure if it would hold out to drive to and from greensboro so often.
I'm still stressed, but not as much as I was just last week. Well, its a different kind of stress, but the level is pretty similar. I finally said something to Jason, but not much has come from it. There have been improvements, so its better than nothing. It just helped to let him know I needed him to do more. Now I have the stress of the unknown, of fearing going completely broke again, of how we'll be able to do anything after I lose my job.
I had planned on looking for another job at this point, but I have two shows coming up at the end of next month. I don't think any employer would look too favorably on a new hire asking for time off so soon.
I'm hoping sleep will help how I'm feeling right now. I was tired and frustrated (it was a night of one issue after another at work tonight), but still ok. Suddenly, the depression popped up. If I can't pull it together, work is going to be rough tomorrow night.
So much to think about. So much to figure out. Too much to deal with on my own, but that's what I'm stuck with.
I'm still stressed, but not as much as I was just last week. Well, its a different kind of stress, but the level is pretty similar. I finally said something to Jason, but not much has come from it. There have been improvements, so its better than nothing. It just helped to let him know I needed him to do more. Now I have the stress of the unknown, of fearing going completely broke again, of how we'll be able to do anything after I lose my job.
I had planned on looking for another job at this point, but I have two shows coming up at the end of next month. I don't think any employer would look too favorably on a new hire asking for time off so soon.
I'm hoping sleep will help how I'm feeling right now. I was tired and frustrated (it was a night of one issue after another at work tonight), but still ok. Suddenly, the depression popped up. If I can't pull it together, work is going to be rough tomorrow night.
So much to think about. So much to figure out. Too much to deal with on my own, but that's what I'm stuck with.