trying to apologize, you're so ugly when you cry, please: just cut it out
I am hormonal.
I watched Lost in Austen for my english thesis class and cried for Jane. Darcy would not have told Amanda "with every beat of my heart, I'll remember" and Elizabeth would not have wanted to stay in modern London, Darcyless. I sat up on the edge of my bed angrily at the tv as Lost in Austen was ending, around 2 am. I got up and put it in the mailbox to go back to netflix at that moment. :)
I ran into Justin at Kegler's bar on Saturday. Hes supposed to be in North Carolina.
Long and short is, he was in town becuase his grandfather was dying and I asked about hte family (becuase of course he and I were together so long and so close that I know all the family dynamics). He did not bring his wife, though you would think a death in the family is cause to bring the wife for moral support. Nutshell: I looked good. He did not. He was awkward. I was composed. His wedding ring is the tackiest ugliest ring I have ever seen; I hope she picked it out for him.
Sunday evening Wes came over (I have been so busy with schoolwork that I hadn't seen him for a week, though he'd asked). He brought 3 red roses, and in response to my inquiry said "a little bird" told him I might need them. (Emily was with me at Keglers, she texted Wes and told him to give me a big hug when he saw me next. He apparently decided on roses instead:).) Next time he asks me on a date (which is once a week or so) I think I'm going to say yes.
Dad is supposed to come up here next weekend and watch the football game with me. He asked me to take off Saturday too, and then bring a friend and drive up to Seneca that day. He wants to take me to Seneca Rock, Dolly Sod, and other WV places that are cool that hes told me about over the years(IDK why I wrote that sentence that way). The Buckwheat festival is then as well, Dad wants to get authentic WV buckwheat pancakes (I am dubious) and round off the weekend by going to the game together. I'm really excited.
We got our CFA schedule last night - I am on the schedule 11:45-9:30 on Saturday. I asked off!!! Sommer told me only one person can get off becuase its game day (CFA does one of the booths at the game, as well as regular working the shop), and Leo had asked off first. Leo gets off every stinking game!!! He may be doing kendle so he asked off, but maybe hes not, blah blah it doesn't seem all that important. Either I get off work, or I'll just have to tell Dad to forget it, its not worth making that long drive for less than a day. This sucks. I AM getting off work somehow. Leo can do something for others for a change(he hung out with Justin saturday night. So wishywashy, damn it. He is the one guy that was there for the phone call when Justin told me he loved me more than the fiance and knows what happened. I told Leo yes, I do feel betrayed).
I'm excited for SEATTLE!!!! 3 more months of classes and then I save up for my move. There are several culinary schools out there to look into.
I stopped into Hallmark at the mall before work yesterday to check out the new ornaments this year. When the lady heard I used to work at a halmark, she offered me an application. Well, I just might. I don't know when I'll have the hours right now, but I do graduate in a few months... it'd be nice to be back among the candles.
I am tired today and can't wait to get in my warm bed tonight. But first, I work CFA to close. I like the rain these last two days. Its a nice rain to be caught in if you can strip down and get dried off with a fuzzy towel, and maybe enjoy a hot chocolate.
I watched Lost in Austen for my english thesis class and cried for Jane. Darcy would not have told Amanda "with every beat of my heart, I'll remember" and Elizabeth would not have wanted to stay in modern London, Darcyless. I sat up on the edge of my bed angrily at the tv as Lost in Austen was ending, around 2 am. I got up and put it in the mailbox to go back to netflix at that moment. :)
I ran into Justin at Kegler's bar on Saturday. Hes supposed to be in North Carolina.
Long and short is, he was in town becuase his grandfather was dying and I asked about hte family (becuase of course he and I were together so long and so close that I know all the family dynamics). He did not bring his wife, though you would think a death in the family is cause to bring the wife for moral support. Nutshell: I looked good. He did not. He was awkward. I was composed. His wedding ring is the tackiest ugliest ring I have ever seen; I hope she picked it out for him.
Sunday evening Wes came over (I have been so busy with schoolwork that I hadn't seen him for a week, though he'd asked). He brought 3 red roses, and in response to my inquiry said "a little bird" told him I might need them. (Emily was with me at Keglers, she texted Wes and told him to give me a big hug when he saw me next. He apparently decided on roses instead:).) Next time he asks me on a date (which is once a week or so) I think I'm going to say yes.
Dad is supposed to come up here next weekend and watch the football game with me. He asked me to take off Saturday too, and then bring a friend and drive up to Seneca that day. He wants to take me to Seneca Rock, Dolly Sod, and other WV places that are cool that hes told me about over the years(IDK why I wrote that sentence that way). The Buckwheat festival is then as well, Dad wants to get authentic WV buckwheat pancakes (I am dubious) and round off the weekend by going to the game together. I'm really excited.
We got our CFA schedule last night - I am on the schedule 11:45-9:30 on Saturday. I asked off!!! Sommer told me only one person can get off becuase its game day (CFA does one of the booths at the game, as well as regular working the shop), and Leo had asked off first. Leo gets off every stinking game!!! He may be doing kendle so he asked off, but maybe hes not, blah blah it doesn't seem all that important. Either I get off work, or I'll just have to tell Dad to forget it, its not worth making that long drive for less than a day. This sucks. I AM getting off work somehow. Leo can do something for others for a change(he hung out with Justin saturday night. So wishywashy, damn it. He is the one guy that was there for the phone call when Justin told me he loved me more than the fiance and knows what happened. I told Leo yes, I do feel betrayed).
I'm excited for SEATTLE!!!! 3 more months of classes and then I save up for my move. There are several culinary schools out there to look into.
I stopped into Hallmark at the mall before work yesterday to check out the new ornaments this year. When the lady heard I used to work at a halmark, she offered me an application. Well, I just might. I don't know when I'll have the hours right now, but I do graduate in a few months... it'd be nice to be back among the candles.
I am tired today and can't wait to get in my warm bed tonight. But first, I work CFA to close. I like the rain these last two days. Its a nice rain to be caught in if you can strip down and get dried off with a fuzzy towel, and maybe enjoy a hot chocolate.