i love that angry marching pig. i imagine he makes grunting noises with each step.
dad walks into the house the other day and says "hey Ian, Amber and Macy told me they hate you".
I've been in a bit of a funk today. I think its not doing anything, and the rain has kept me inside most of hte day. Usually I go outside with a book and some food and laze away the days in the sun. I've spent a great deal of time on my roof as well, but the rain really puts a damper on that.
I may go visit family in the next couple of days. I'd like to; just spend time going from mardela (pop grammal josh) to ocean pines (joe, stacy) to baltimore (angel, luis) and maybe to steph and jason's. Chris is here for hte summer, I haven't seen him in a while and i miss him. Jimmy is also here for the summer before he heads back to wakeforest, I'd like to see him as well.
Or I could go to Ohio to see grandma and papa. Mom suggested it the other day, I said "how would I get there?" and she just says "drive." Like, most obviously.
Ok, Mom. Just a month ago you would have nixed that plan straight out. drive to Ohio? Ohio?! I love road trips and its six hours to Ohio. hmm what to do what to do.
after doing nothing for a while, i wouldnt mind having a job, but it seems no one wants to hire for hte summer in newark. would like to work in a bakery - panera, the costco bakery, bings bakery, i applied to all of them. Eddie says his neighbor owns a bakery in hockessin, and if he was hiring that would be sufficient to get me to take a job in Hockessin. Anyone know of a bakery htats hiring? Or a relative that needs a bunch of cookies and cakes that is willing to pay? oh if only. :)
a job would solve the problem of money. I need money for new clothes (chels and i share what amounts to one person's amount of clothes for hte most part, and its a stunted collection due to four years of charter, only needing real clothes on the weekends) and a trip to target before college begins in august for essential room needs. a guilty pleasure purchase would be sephora for makeup because i love them, and a pitiable pleasure would be being able to go out to eat or bowling or to the movies with friends or being able to buy a cup of wawa coffee or an auntie annes pretzel when i want one! tears.
close friendships? rend like someone ripped up your security blanket and threw the soft little fuzzies in the trash. nothing hurts quite so much as being disappointed in someone that you trust.
I've been in a bit of a funk today. I think its not doing anything, and the rain has kept me inside most of hte day. Usually I go outside with a book and some food and laze away the days in the sun. I've spent a great deal of time on my roof as well, but the rain really puts a damper on that.
I may go visit family in the next couple of days. I'd like to; just spend time going from mardela (pop grammal josh) to ocean pines (joe, stacy) to baltimore (angel, luis) and maybe to steph and jason's. Chris is here for hte summer, I haven't seen him in a while and i miss him. Jimmy is also here for the summer before he heads back to wakeforest, I'd like to see him as well.
Or I could go to Ohio to see grandma and papa. Mom suggested it the other day, I said "how would I get there?" and she just says "drive." Like, most obviously.
Ok, Mom. Just a month ago you would have nixed that plan straight out. drive to Ohio? Ohio?! I love road trips and its six hours to Ohio. hmm what to do what to do.
after doing nothing for a while, i wouldnt mind having a job, but it seems no one wants to hire for hte summer in newark. would like to work in a bakery - panera, the costco bakery, bings bakery, i applied to all of them. Eddie says his neighbor owns a bakery in hockessin, and if he was hiring that would be sufficient to get me to take a job in Hockessin. Anyone know of a bakery htats hiring? Or a relative that needs a bunch of cookies and cakes that is willing to pay? oh if only. :)
a job would solve the problem of money. I need money for new clothes (chels and i share what amounts to one person's amount of clothes for hte most part, and its a stunted collection due to four years of charter, only needing real clothes on the weekends) and a trip to target before college begins in august for essential room needs. a guilty pleasure purchase would be sephora for makeup because i love them, and a pitiable pleasure would be being able to go out to eat or bowling or to the movies with friends or being able to buy a cup of wawa coffee or an auntie annes pretzel when i want one! tears.
close friendships? rend like someone ripped up your security blanket and threw the soft little fuzzies in the trash. nothing hurts quite so much as being disappointed in someone that you trust.