Stuff
Save The Tooth, Save The [mental] World [of tomorrow]..
It is a sad day for my dental health. They found a small hole in a tooth. I think that fact bugs me more than the expenses for checkup and fixing it. I hope mum can sponsor me should I not have the money for it, as this month seems to be filled with almost as much expenses as the last and then I had to pay for phone, internet stuff and the tv & radio license. Gah.
I guess it's mostly that I used to be proud to say I hadn't any repair done to my permanent teeth that was what felt so good. Especially given my sugar history as a teen. I could drink tea in which the spoon could stand due to all the sugar.
A bit too late to start with an all liquid diet through a straw evidentally. But I actually think I'd prefer that to risking getting holes, and since choccy can be liquid I'd not be missing out on all things yummy... As I believe they found certain parallels to dental health and mental health for seniors.. and with me being the way I am about mortality and so *sighs melodramatically*
Heroes Season 3
On a slightly more uppity and distracting note.. the ending of Heroes 3x02. Yikes.
Hmm, I wonder if there's anyone with the power of healing teeth. I bet Claire doesn't get holes in her teeth. Lucky her!
The Gritting of Teeth
Lately I've been feeling somewhat drained emotionally and physically. If it's not things to do, it's expenses to cover etc. And yesterday's dental doom didn't help. I think I'll mail teacher for second course I am taking this term and say I most likely will finish it next term instead. As the philosophy course is after all an online group discussion thing foremost, so it'd be better to finish it first. And I'm doing these courses just for the heck of it. And to try to not go [more] nuts over the LIS essay..
As yes, the looovely LIS essay to battle still. And workshop pics.. I did find the DVD with those missing workshop pics, so another wonderfully embarrassing thing to add to my track record. I won't be attending many or any photo workshops this fall, with the money issue and all and with all those pics I'm supposed to finish, as it'd just put me in a bad circle of things with more pics to finish..
And I don't think I'll be able to do more photo documentation to support my photo association this fall, as I'd need a tripod for the next thing we're supposed to help cover, and a decent such can cost around 2000 sek and up..
And there's been a slight change of Halloween plans as well, but I hope I can at least get eoeo to take pics of my costume since I won't be going to that Halloween party I usually go to to show it off.
Yeah, a job would be nice right about now >_<
..or cyborgness, including dental fixups..
To Be Or Not To Be..
For my online philosophy course we are to for each week come up with a discussion topic each, and then pick one or two that all will comment upon. And one topic was how Nagel thought that it was (subjectically speaking of course) worse to that after death never being aware of anything than to before being born never have been aware of anything. Yet can death be said to be good or bad for a person when it all comes around? Still, since one is aware one is to die, it greatly sucks, since it feels everything one has felt/done etc will have been in vain..