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it's not nice being sick.
flu is pretty bad. it feels like i'm a walking musus, and it's not plesent at all.
i can't sleep. when you are caughing every two and a quarter minutes sleeping doesn't even occur to you. used kleenex all over the room. chest pains.
i was crying from helplessness this night. i was caughing very hard and very frequently. it's not just that i didn't sleep. on top of that my chest was ready to explode.. and from constant caughing, my head was going crazy. and i couldn't do shit aobut it, my own bosy was making me suffer so much! i got pissed at my own body, and wanted to hit myself, and i did, just a little. it just pissed me off even more. and then i cried. cause when the fuck is it gonna be over? i can't do anything aobut it. so i just cried. and caughed some more..:)
somehow i managed to get to sleep at around 5 am...i don't know how that happened. but i did get the minimum sleep i required:)
well i'm gonna get going
laters
Dasha
flu is pretty bad. it feels like i'm a walking musus, and it's not plesent at all.
i can't sleep. when you are caughing every two and a quarter minutes sleeping doesn't even occur to you. used kleenex all over the room. chest pains.
i was crying from helplessness this night. i was caughing very hard and very frequently. it's not just that i didn't sleep. on top of that my chest was ready to explode.. and from constant caughing, my head was going crazy. and i couldn't do shit aobut it, my own bosy was making me suffer so much! i got pissed at my own body, and wanted to hit myself, and i did, just a little. it just pissed me off even more. and then i cried. cause when the fuck is it gonna be over? i can't do anything aobut it. so i just cried. and caughed some more..:)
somehow i managed to get to sleep at around 5 am...i don't know how that happened. but i did get the minimum sleep i required:)
well i'm gonna get going
laters
Dasha