Once again, I feel like running away. Running away in a sense like...having amnesia and forging a new identity. It has always been like that. More prominently in how I was relieved that I could abandon the self in JC and go forge a new one in poly ( Read more... )

“ Daddy 说还好有一天 holiday 给我们休息。”

“ 对啊，婆婆很好喔。”

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It's been quiet since you left.

I never said it out loud, but I have always been afraid of this day, even though I know it will come eventually.

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ひとつめは愛 あなたと私はひとつ
ふたつめに願い あなたはあなた 私は私
みっつめに思う あなたはなあに 私はなあに

I think I've lost the ability to articulate my feelings. Or just writing in general. My sense of language is dissipating ( Read more... )

I don't know how to take my chances.

I see opportunities.

But then hesitate and let go.

Because I am terrified.

Because I doubt my abilities.

Because I do not believe in myself.

When you were young, you were told that you could be anything in the entire world - an astronaut, an artist, a doctor, a teacher, an athlete and so on. And you believed in it, you believed in it fully, above all, you believed in yourself, your abilities ( Read more... )

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Can't believe I'm only into the second week of school but I'm really exhausted as fuck.

The workload is constantly piling up.

I have no idea how I'm going to complete them within this week. It's seriously too fucking much. Spoke to my colleague who was the course's 2nd batch, and she couldn't believe that we were given so much to do when school just ( Read more... )

First day of school was tedious. The usual 'freshie that doesn't know everything & has to ask ask ask ask ask everywhere'.

My class was all right, however. A good mix of JC & poly people. Found out that quite a number of them do not have art background heh. Didn't get to interact much though, 'cos we had only 1 class on foundation drawing...and ( Read more... )

People change. Feelings change. It doesn’t mean that the love once shared wasn’t true and real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.

- 500 Days of Summer

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid ( Read more... )

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