.murmur
wehearthate:
You don’t look a day over 21 but you already feel like half your life is gone.
I am terribly uninterested in school now. I am not compelled to do well no longer, though I know I still must. So I push myself beyond the limits of sanity for it.
I am exhausted. I know I don't seem like I am on the outside. Maybe you knew, maybe you didn't. I hate this city. I hate this life. I hate the body I am confined to. I am confused. Yes, more than anything, I am confused.
Erase whatever you have thought of me. Clear your misconceptions. Start on a new page. Tear me apart.
I will do anything to depart. I want to start a new life. I have wasted my youth. I have wasted my life.
I have plans for an expiry date. I hate this feeling. I am going nowhere. The signs have been vandalised, I do not know where else to look for directions.
I don't trust you. I don't know you. I have fallen out. I am one. I will never tell you.
I hate Mondays. I hate school. I hate interaction. I hate being the fool.
I want everything to just stop.
...merde.