What do you do with a MusB in Music?
Anyone get the title? Answers on a postcard...
Michael has worked out why he has been feeling down recently... He is currently aiming towards nothing. Usually I have a project or something that will eventually manifest itself in a production (as its usually a musical!) and then I move onto something else. Yet at the minute I just don't have anything satisfying enought to keep me happy.
For the first time for over a year no plan is in motion to MD a musical or whatever. And it is probably the reason I feel so frustrated and so inexplicably useless all the damn time. I'm in Company (opening night tomorrow. I don't give a shit about it) and Dido and Aenas (which I am really enjoying), but neither feel very exciting or is I'm getting anywhere with them.
I need a goal short term (ie writing/MDing a musical) to keep me happy...
In other news: Michael's recital mucked up a bit and he missed out on a first. It was one of those annoying things where it was almost slightly in my reach if it went really well, but someone accidentally made me cry beforehand (been crying so much lately) that I wasn't as prepared mentally as I could've been. So bye bye to firstness for singingness. Although saying that I just saw a video of me singing on facebook and it actually sounds quite fit even when I'm just sight singing! So yay. Kinda.
Blurgh. Don't know what to do with my life. Should I pursue the MD/musical theatre composer dream job(s) or aim for something more realistic. Or actually not have my finger in lots of pies and actually aim for something!!
Oh well. Still young. Life goes on...