deadly form
Dear Journal,
I’m scared. I’m scared I’ll lose Mitch. I’m scared that I’ll hurt Courtney. I’m scared that I’ve said too much someone; given them way too easy of a path to destroy me. So, am I taxed with sucking up to them forever so they don’t hurt me?
I don’t know,
Courtney’s Grandmother has colon cancer. I don’t know if they can do surgery or not since she has heart problems. Also, we found out my grandmother has had a heart attack and her heart is very weak. All the while, my other grandmother just had surgery.
Add that to everything previously mentioned, and throw in the fact that I have fluid built up in my elbow, and you’ll find that everything is just peachy.
I don’t know. I’m gunna go see Court after I’m done here.
Work beckons.
I’m scared. I’m scared I’ll lose Mitch. I’m scared that I’ll hurt Courtney. I’m scared that I’ve said too much someone; given them way too easy of a path to destroy me. So, am I taxed with sucking up to them forever so they don’t hurt me?
I don’t know,
Courtney’s Grandmother has colon cancer. I don’t know if they can do surgery or not since she has heart problems. Also, we found out my grandmother has had a heart attack and her heart is very weak. All the while, my other grandmother just had surgery.
Add that to everything previously mentioned, and throw in the fact that I have fluid built up in my elbow, and you’ll find that everything is just peachy.
I don’t know. I’m gunna go see Court after I’m done here.
Work beckons.