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oh how the sun sets so much sooner.
oh how the skies are impressed in lunar.
dry winds shuffle along leaves,
colurful and fallen.
oh how absent the air seems,
wonderful and barren.
i feel like i should post more. however, i don't really have anything to post. i've been saving all the excitement for disneyworld. i have been having this calm period. this blessed lull.
that is about to change. it's already starting. i had my rest. now it's stupid stress time. just when i thought i had a large chunk figured out. just when i thought "what worries?" it's about to get hectic again. that's the season though.
i thoroughly enjoy mid october through mid novemeber. then it gets dumb. like all this frantic energy of the holidays build to a head. i still enjoy x-mas, even though i live in the anti - x mas state. like santa would ride all the way here sweating his fat ass in the heat just to deliver some present to some old people. i like this place more then i let on.
yet again i have fallen into low profile "i could care less" mode. not really nihilistic, but well, lazy. sometimes i realize how much i do not have contact with other people and how much i do not attempt to. funny how great at "communication" and how much i've learned to talk to people and how good i am at it... and how much i still don't. sometimes its a good thing. and sometimes i wonder.
more posting after the fun vacation of fun fun funness is completed.
peace rarely translates well.
‡-x
oh how the skies are impressed in lunar.
dry winds shuffle along leaves,
colurful and fallen.
oh how absent the air seems,
wonderful and barren.
i feel like i should post more. however, i don't really have anything to post. i've been saving all the excitement for disneyworld. i have been having this calm period. this blessed lull.
that is about to change. it's already starting. i had my rest. now it's stupid stress time. just when i thought i had a large chunk figured out. just when i thought "what worries?" it's about to get hectic again. that's the season though.
i thoroughly enjoy mid october through mid novemeber. then it gets dumb. like all this frantic energy of the holidays build to a head. i still enjoy x-mas, even though i live in the anti - x mas state. like santa would ride all the way here sweating his fat ass in the heat just to deliver some present to some old people. i like this place more then i let on.
yet again i have fallen into low profile "i could care less" mode. not really nihilistic, but well, lazy. sometimes i realize how much i do not have contact with other people and how much i do not attempt to. funny how great at "communication" and how much i've learned to talk to people and how good i am at it... and how much i still don't. sometimes its a good thing. and sometimes i wonder.
more posting after the fun vacation of fun fun funness is completed.
peace rarely translates well.
‡-x