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[random thoughts]
1. otanjoubi omedetou to my baby sister!! her birthday this year was far more enjoyable than mine. at least, i think so.
2. there's nothing worse than getting sick. i've been coughing and sneezing like mad since friday.
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so yesterday, in between preparing for my sister's party (baked lots of stuff) and sneezing, i continued reading/watching lots of research materials. i was still feeling a bit down from talking last time to jen and...i guess it got to me. i ended up bawling and sobbing like shit and the most embarrassing part was my mom caught me. i was too afraid to tell her the real reason why.
[thanks alot emo boy. now its all gone.]
i think i need to distance myself from this for awhile. nothing's worse than falling in love and giving your heart away only for it to be broken into a million pieces, leaving you broken as well. i can't seem to decide whether i should be happy or depressed abt the whole thing...it's like, one minute i keep falling in love and the next i keep falling out of love. which is it??
(sidenote: he's gonna have a new drama next season. yay!!??!! i've been hoping for this for awhile. plot sounds not so good but we'll see...more research materials again. great...)
[btw, wassup with everyone being all depressed and emo yesterday?? its like, a full moon of depression or sth...]
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1. otanjoubi omedetou to my baby sister!! her birthday this year was far more enjoyable than mine. at least, i think so.
2. there's nothing worse than getting sick. i've been coughing and sneezing like mad since friday.
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so yesterday, in between preparing for my sister's party (baked lots of stuff) and sneezing, i continued reading/watching lots of research materials. i was still feeling a bit down from talking last time to jen and...i guess it got to me. i ended up bawling and sobbing like shit and the most embarrassing part was my mom caught me. i was too afraid to tell her the real reason why.
[thanks alot emo boy. now its all gone.]
i think i need to distance myself from this for awhile. nothing's worse than falling in love and giving your heart away only for it to be broken into a million pieces, leaving you broken as well. i can't seem to decide whether i should be happy or depressed abt the whole thing...it's like, one minute i keep falling in love and the next i keep falling out of love. which is it??
(sidenote: he's gonna have a new drama next season. yay!!??!! i've been hoping for this for awhile. plot sounds not so good but we'll see...more research materials again. great...)
[btw, wassup with everyone being all depressed and emo yesterday?? its like, a full moon of depression or sth...]
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