somewhat feeling better
the pain has finally gone away. sorry to subject everyone to my random (hormonal imbalance) craziness. you didn't deserve that.
finally talked to jen again. she said some things that made me realize more of the situation that we are facing ourselves in. its a bit confusing (and more/less painful) cos i keep switching (sides, personalities, pros and cons). [maybe i should really go and do that post i meant to write over a month ago and just get it over with...] my sanity's pretty much still unsafe - that is, until i deal with the threats (which will be quite awhile, i suppose). i wonder when's everyone coming back?
i finally got around to writing ch16 again. with any luck, i might post that along with ch15, 17 and 18 soon - at the rate i'm going. last night, i kept moaning 'it's too painful! i can't do this!' while editing cos the whole chapter is too long and i had to delete lots of scenes. the whole chapter itself was written long ago and...basta, you just have to read the original one to understand why. lots of crack and love.
i need to write more fics. there's too many ideas going around in my head and people have been requesting here and there so...anybody got any ideas/requests? i'm throwing down the gauntlet. i can't guarantee a good job but i can try, right?
*crawls back into her hole*
finally talked to jen again. she said some things that made me realize more of the situation that we are facing ourselves in. its a bit confusing (and more/less painful) cos i keep switching (sides, personalities, pros and cons). [maybe i should really go and do that post i meant to write over a month ago and just get it over with...] my sanity's pretty much still unsafe - that is, until i deal with the threats (which will be quite awhile, i suppose). i wonder when's everyone coming back?
i finally got around to writing ch16 again. with any luck, i might post that along with ch15, 17 and 18 soon - at the rate i'm going. last night, i kept moaning 'it's too painful! i can't do this!' while editing cos the whole chapter is too long and i had to delete lots of scenes. the whole chapter itself was written long ago and...basta, you just have to read the original one to understand why. lots of crack and love.
i need to write more fics. there's too many ideas going around in my head and people have been requesting here and there so...anybody got any ideas/requests? i'm throwing down the gauntlet. i can't guarantee a good job but i can try, right?
*crawls back into her hole*