finally talked to na-chan (
natster989) today!! after 2 weeks of not having contact, we had communication! finally!
God, talking to her was like...*sighs* made me feel so much better abt the whole situation. i think i know what to do now (and how to go about it). at least i've finally come back and out of my...idk what do you call it? depression? sadness? something...and things have made a lot more sense.
[of course, i had to go and write stupid declarations of love as well....*blushes* glad i burned that one...]
also, i think i finally got my motivation back. we were joking around earlier, her saying she wants me to continue writing, not just for her but because she knows i want to as well (true that). *chuckles*
ah, i think i've got it back again...
*goes to read research materials*