"Casting quarters into wells that hold our dreams"

Oct 06, 2008 21:30

I am happier now..though I feel I am missing something
I do not know why the thought of not having someone comes back to me everyday, yet I don't have the time to dedicate to another person

People here are just like they were in ABQ.
They change

I have issues with being ok with myself
I'm never good enough
to no one in particular
especially me

Studying non-stop has not gotten me the A's I need
But studying is all I do
I have let go of things in my life so I make sure that I succeed
Will that pay off?

I miss high school
I loved so carelessly
But that is also what damaged me
I wonder if I am ever meant to find that someone
I may be better off by myself

have 'band practice' tomorrow
don't know if you can actually call it that
I don't want to be part of something that consists of talentless leaders that only want the publicity
I want to be known for my talent......whenever I get some
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