Life is so much bigger than this
Had the worst dream last night. He was with someone else with no guilt whatsoever.
I shouldn't expect him to sit around and wait for me
I let him go
And now I really have to
It's almost as sad as last year
The only difference is I'm leaving someone who may not ever want to speak to me again
Someone who isn't here to see me off
He won't come visit me again
The sound of the train no longer means that he is leaving
It doesn't mean anything any more
Why all of a sudden, did I let this get to me so much?
I had almost six months to move on
But as everyone tells me
You can't ever stop caring about someone
That's the painful part
I can't tell you my reasons right now
They don't really mean too much as of right now
But now I have to do what I fear he had already achieved
I need to move on
I shouldn't expect him to sit around and wait for me
I let him go
And now I really have to
It's almost as sad as last year
The only difference is I'm leaving someone who may not ever want to speak to me again
Someone who isn't here to see me off
He won't come visit me again
The sound of the train no longer means that he is leaving
It doesn't mean anything any more
Why all of a sudden, did I let this get to me so much?
I had almost six months to move on
But as everyone tells me
You can't ever stop caring about someone
That's the painful part
I can't tell you my reasons right now
They don't really mean too much as of right now
But now I have to do what I fear he had already achieved
I need to move on