Me me me me me me me me me
I've been trying to stay positive. I'll laugh when they say something stupid because they are looking for a reaction and I'm not going to leave them hangin. I wouldn't want them to make me feel stupid, so why should I let them?
People here are selfish.......now, I am upset right now so I am generalizing and no, not everyone here is self centered. But I guess the ones that actually mean something to me are putting themselves over anyone else and it's disappointing.
I have been wasting my time trying to make sure that I am the person that they will like, that I haven't really listened to what I really want.
I want to have fun with no worries
dirty looks
disappointed faces
no boundaries
I want to have fun and not have to worry about the fact that they won't like me the next morning.
Oy......I'm just at the bottom of the hill right now... but hey, at least that means it's only up from here
People here are selfish.......now, I am upset right now so I am generalizing and no, not everyone here is self centered. But I guess the ones that actually mean something to me are putting themselves over anyone else and it's disappointing.
I have been wasting my time trying to make sure that I am the person that they will like, that I haven't really listened to what I really want.
I want to have fun with no worries
dirty looks
disappointed faces
no boundaries
I want to have fun and not have to worry about the fact that they won't like me the next morning.
Oy......I'm just at the bottom of the hill right now... but hey, at least that means it's only up from here