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Apr 05, 2005 14:40

I blew up on my family, and I enjoyed every minute of it. It was refreshing, it was fair, and it was wonderful. I felt like I got my point across. I didn't give a fuck if anyone liked it, because nobody gives a fuck about if I like anything. My mother didn't act up and Gwen came to me a apolgized. It was pretty alright.

Besides that. When I see Darnell which I should soon. I'm going to blow up on him. Why? Because, if you consider yourself a friend to another you would warn them of hazards and situations before you take interest into anything, including a girl. Right? So this penis wrinkle, first lets me try to hook up with this girl then tells me a whole lot of bullshit about how she cheats and whatnot, and thus when i asked I looked like a dickhead, which isn't anything new or extraordinary. Then to top it off he wanted to come to me about 30 minutes later and ask me if I'm over it. I was about 1 second away from punching him. *shakes head* But if he has a problem the world has to fucking stop. Everyone must get on their knees and suck his cock till he feels all better. I'm going to let him know about himself... If it's the last thing I do in L.I.

Well. Eij is leaving soon. I'm happy for him. He's making purpose for himself. I'll probably be at that party. Chill for an hour cuz I can't do long goodbyes. I wonder how many people are going to be over there. It's going to be crazy...

As for myself. I dunno. I've always been around and about doing nothing. Just brooding, skating, living. I just exist. It's just that simple. I got a job. Wo-hoo. Now I can become a work-a-holic like I did when I was in F.A.O. I guess it will kill the time. Right?

P.S. Arg! I want to be such a douche right now brandee. But I'm going to smother my anger. Cuz you think because you "almost had my kid" that I'm obligated to put up with you.

P.S.S. Stephanie is number #13. I'm starting to really resent this dating game shit....

P.S.S.S. Carolina, it's hard not being mad. I never was like this before Junior High. If I had a heart then maybe I wouldn't be so mad.
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