Apr 03, 2006 14:53
Gawddd... I updated a second time, in less that a week, thats really rare for me.
Anyways work is shit. But I managed to piss off everyone in one morning :) Which is fun :)
In other news, I built up my desk in my room :) It seems sad I know but I got my computer, tv, freeview, dvd player, surround sound and everything set up on it so its all nice and smart. And I figure if I have a desk I might be more inspired to do work... Rather than laid on my bed with my laptop zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... Anyhoo, I was sat building it at like 2am and made mucho noise accidently 3 times when the keyboard tray decided to obey gravity and take advantage of the accidental spack I had given it to fall through.
Soooo hopefully it will give me inspiration to do something productive with my 2 bonsai trees sat on the windowsill.
Its getting near summer :D its all sunny and cool outside, whilst we roast in the central heating. Its really weird, the summer times makes me happy and more outgoing, and generally just better at things, I have more energy, more commitment to things like work, and I dont just sleep all the time.
It just seems the winters get me down, its just soo dark and things always seem so bad. But its finally come back round to the sunny summer. And maybe I'll get to actually see some sun from someplace other than the office window this time.
Im spending next weekend in manchester learning Finnish(The language of Finland)on a course which should be fun. I like Finland and the people I know there are really nice, so Im going to visit there next year and meet up with my friends, which i'm looking forward to a lot. That And i've got to go travelling down the bottom of the country some time this summer as well but for some other reason. And its gonna work out just as expensive as going abroad strangely enough. Anyhoo enough about that.
I really hope the weather stays good and nice, I know its retarded but it just has a major effect on me, I mean I can all miserable and down, cause I hate the cold, snow and rain, but when its bright, and just cool I just feel so much more alive, and I dunno, more like I want to take part in the world and make time count.
Maybe i'll put three things I want to do on here, and keep to it as best as I can, and will update and see how well I am doing with them next month.
1) Play guitar again because I am really really out of practice and I need to get back into it.
2) Get my web site done, I been planning to for a very very long time I know but I hope this time I can actually do it and get further than I have been
3) Hmmm... what else can I do? I dunno, maybe just try and sort my life out.. now that is a hard one and will take a lot of work so I cant really make much promises there. Just see what there is I can do.