Apr 10, 2006 00:18
Wow even more updatage, I think I'm doing well with this livejournal thing, maybe I'll post more than the lovely Ivette.
Dreams:
Ive had two dreams recently, I think the first is more meaningful to me than the second well its on my mind a lot more.
In the dream I was with a female friend, that seems to always represent comfort for me, shes a person I know in real life and i think she sort of represents it to a degree there too. Im not sure.
Well anyways in real life this girl is with someone else. But she has always represented comfort. I care for her deeply and that liking has kinda become a part of me, and a small part of me contains her essence it would seem. In my dreams she always comforts me in the most meaningful ways, it seems shes always there when I need it, and when I need guidance.
But in this dream we were both in a room and she was cuddling upto me and showing me love and comfort but i maybe.. i dunno, i rejected her this time, the person she is in real life isnt mine.. I dunno, I would of accepted it... I need the comfort but the circumstances. I just couldn't. I dunno. I think I need it.
Anyhow, in the second I was being attacked by monsters, and demons and had to defend my family against them, it was just weird.
I want to be able to remember more of my dreams, and be able to control them a lot more than I can.