07.
I'm right in the middle of report cards.
I've done all I can do this weekend before finishing some more assessment this week.
I've been experiencing both nihilism & anxiety this weekend, & I think it's brought on by finding out our drummer quit our band (HeroJiro), & that he's playing in a band with my ex. I'm still crazy into my ex, but I don't want to be. It's almost been a year since we broke up, and it's been 9 months since JM & I have been together. When will it get easier, & when will I get over him? I can't wait to look back on these entries & wonder what I ever saw in him.
This week we're trying out new drummers so we can get back into it. I'm glad as it's less stressful than recording, and gives me more time to practice. I've also started learning with a book called the Hal Leonard Bass Method, so learning theory and to read music again. I'm only doing a page or two a day so it's slow going, but I can already see improvement.
Time to go to work!