I am really enjoying taking back control of my life. the klonopin has made an amazing difference in my ability to cope and have energy to do things I’ve wanted to like organize the clutter that has built up around here for years… I am looking into other ways to control my anxiety naturally so when I get off wellbutrin/klonopin in the spring I ( Read more... )

it was hard to leave the house today and fought anxiety driving into the city to grocery shop.
there are so many things out of my control that I feel like I'm suposed to control... I'm trying to accept the reality and tell myself everythings OK.

I think the #1 stressor right now is how to get Emma to stop pulling all her eyelashes out. ( Read more... )

• It's been over a week now since Rowan, age 6, made the decision NOT to play with toys rather than learn to pick them up. At the moment he is outside leaning sticks up against the piknik table. I'm not sure what to think of it really...or how long it will last. I am curious to see how Fri goes if and when his friend comes over ( Read more... )

watched Children of Men late last night after having a cup of coffee around ten o clock. So I was a little unnerved when I went to bed. Told Tim of how when I was a kid if I thought I heard something in the house I couldn't go back to sleep. I would grab the tall candle in a glass (think it was a saints candle) and take that downstairs with me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I made it through Philip & Rowans clothes, and 1/3 of Emmas. That is the sorting of hand-me-downs packed away and going through the drawers to keep what fits, give away what doesn't & put away more hand-me-downs. It was a really big job too since that's one of the many things I neglected for a couple years due to depression. I only ( Read more... )