For those that know and those that care....
I have deleted my other journal angel_of_a_sub. I have done this because I am quietly closing that portion of my life. It is a portion that is important, but not so important that I would jeopardize the relationship that I have going right now with Jeff. He knows about this portion of my life and feels confident that I tell him I can live without it and be perfectly content. I am still submissive and he will see that come out in our relationship at times, but I agree with him that I want to walk beside someone throughout life not behind. I want to be as important to them as they are to me and for people to know that the relationship is an equal partnership. Of course, I will wait on him hand and foot simply because that is how I do things. I enjoy getting things for him and watching his face light up when I bring him a drink or something that he wanted. It brings joy to me and he knows it.
As far as everything else right now we have been very careful not to profess love for one another yet. I feel that both of us know it's there and that it won't be long before we end our phone conversations, letters and times together with that wonderful phrase, but I have promised myself I am NOT going to be the first person to say it this time. I want to know that the feelings are mutual completely before I say anything to soon. I want to do this right. This could be the man I spend the remainder of my life with and I don't want to rush things at all. Slow and steady. It's good in many situations.
Tamma
As far as everything else right now we have been very careful not to profess love for one another yet. I feel that both of us know it's there and that it won't be long before we end our phone conversations, letters and times together with that wonderful phrase, but I have promised myself I am NOT going to be the first person to say it this time. I want to know that the feelings are mutual completely before I say anything to soon. I want to do this right. This could be the man I spend the remainder of my life with and I don't want to rush things at all. Slow and steady. It's good in many situations.
Tamma