Ho Hummm....my life

[meredithsparkle]

The guy that I'm with now is having a birthday day tomorrow.  I wish that I could spend it with him, but it seems that isn't going to happen.  We were supposed to see each other tonight, but that doesn't look feasible at the moment either.  I'm getting the "I feel like I'm in high school again crap."  I hate that.  I can't stand to fucking live with my parents anymore, but I can't afford to live elsewhere.

Just when I get happy I get so fucking unhappy it isn't even funny.  God, I miss Jeff!